Well....
Tomorrow is the day that I send my best friend over the rainbow bridge. The reality is really setting in now…I just feel so numb right now. Don’t know whether to cry or be angry.
I just hope that He will be happier when he goes to heaven and that he will never forget me. Today I just hung out in his stall grooming him and petting him. Just could not stop staring at him.
I had my third ride on Cooper back yesterday to help get my mind off whats going on with Fen. And we rode outside the arena. Yes, I know that was stupid! But for some reason I have a lot of trust in this horse. I just rode him for about five minutes since he does not have the proper muscle tone yet. We are just working on our "whoa" and our steering. Also working on leg pressure.
Today I just ground drove him since it was so hot and I wanted to give him a break. They we played “tag” in the arena. He is really playful but not rough at all. He is very sweet and I already feel like I have a really good strong bond with him. Not quite the same thing I had going on with Fen but it did make me feel good.
I hope I can be strong tomorrow.
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