Well just as the title says, I am soon getting back on the weight loss wagon. two years ago I joined weight watchers, and lost almost a hundred pounds with them. In addition, managed to keep most of it off for a year. Then things started changing and changing faster than I could have prepared myself for. And with that my dieting and exercise went out the window.
At first i was not gaining much weight, a pound here a pound there. So I figured I could eat what I want and get away with it. Then when I quit my job at the kennel, that’s when it all really came back. I guess since all the physical activity basically disappeared and I kept eating all the junk I had it coming. I know what I need to do but for some reason it seems harder now then it was two years ago. I need to suck it up and just do it, I know this. Its just so Hard when you live with a guy who is naturally thin and can eat what ever he freaking wants.
I would not be making a big deal over a couple of pounds. But I gained thirty pounds, that’s not a small number when it comes to pounds. I’m not doing it for anyone else but myself and for all horses that have to carry my fat ass around. I don’t want to be some skinny itty bitty girl, Just a normal healthy weight. So I will be doing weight watchers online and exercising in my new gym..
On the subject of my dear Fen, I made the appointment to send him to greener pastures on the 6th. its so soon but I don't think I can stand seeing him like this any longer. I have done research as well as talked to some experts and they all agree if it was ringbone or the broken coffin bone, that fen could probably cope and get better with time. But suffering with both is a double whammy and he would never be the same again. As I am writing this my eyes are filling with tears. Gosh I really hate the idea of him being gone....
Well I must return to unpacking...sigh
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