Numb

Well today is a typical boring day for me. I am trapped in my apartment for the day. Not only am I stuck here with nothing to do but I can’t even go on my daily walk because I am waiting for a package that I have to sign for. I do not even have a good time frame. They just said between 10 am to 7pm. Great.

So I am stuck here to stew about how much I miss my friends and family back in LA and how I miss actually having people to go riding with. And od course how much I miss Fen. So this is not very good for my overall moral. I am really bored. So bored I do not feel like doing anything. Weird, I know. Anyway, I feel really numb right now. I say numb because I really cannot feel any kind of emotion right now. I would not say I am really that depressed, but I wouldn’t say I’m happy either. I really hate this feeling.

Anyway, Kooper’s foot is doing much better. He can walk, trot and run around like an idiot. I started ground driving him again, in preparation for starting him under saddle again. He is doing wonderfully and I really cannot wait to ride him on the trail. He seems like he is going to be a really good trail horse. Has a pretty good mind, and when something is bothering him he does not explode like some horses I have been around in the past. He moves to his new ranch next week. Its literally a five minute drive from where he is now. So it should be a fairly easy move for both of us.

So it looks like I will go to dog training school in a couple weeks. I am pretty exited to do this! It’s a really cool opportunity for me. Oh and the cool part is Petco is paying me to go, So I can eventually become the store trainer. Since the other guy goes to school full time and can only work one day a week. Only thing that is ridcolous is that I am going to be a dog trainer without a dog. How stupid is that? Lol.

Anyway I still feel kind of icky but things will get better soon. I hope!

Tata for now!