I am really honestly praying that something amazing is about to happen to me because all these bad things keep happening.
Yesterday was the day that Kooper was suppose to get new shoes so that I can continue his training him and not have to worry about his feet getting chipped and stuff like that. Well I now know why he was free. He was an absolute spawn of Satan for the farrier. I do not think he could have acted any worse if he tried. I’m not dramatizing either. He was slamming and pinning me and the fairrier into walls, rearing up and flipping over, knocking at the equipment all over the place. The list goes on. After trying and failing for over an hour the Farrier called it quits, I wanted to call it quits sooner but he kept trying, God bless his heart. We both could have been killed….or seriously injured.
The farrier said that I could pay a vet to come out and give him tranquilizers so that he would be drugged to get his shoes. But that is an expensive route to go, especially if I do that every two months. I am at a huge loss here. I can now not trust this horse. I just do not know what he will do from this point on.
The weird thing is Kooper seems so sweet and so calm and has been a dream to train up until the farrier came. I saw such hatred in his eyes. I have never seen that mean look on a horse ever. I thought I had a nice little bond going with him, But I guess I jumped the gun there. I have a lot going on with dog training school coming up and I just do not know if I have the time to deal with these kind of issues with a horse. A project is one thing, But after yesterday I think he is beyond a project. If I had my own horse property and a lot of time I would totally, no doubt keep him and work it out. But I am not making very much money right now, So if I’m going to poor all that money into a horse, I at least want to be able to ride it and enjoy it. So I am now trying to find Kooper a good home. I am not looking for any money, just a good home for him, who has the time to work this issue out.
And once Kooper is re homed I guess ill look for my new equine friend. I just cannot live without having my own horse or I will absolutely be the biggest bitch in the whole world and be more depressed then I already am.
Which brings me to my next point. I know a good friend of mine in Los Angeles who has a horse named “Dreamz” that I used ride all the time for the while that I was horseless. I really love that horse and thought I had a nice connection with him. He was a blast to ride and often used to fantasize about owning him. Well I emailed her the other day and asked if she would sell him to me. She said she would get back to me. I really pray that Kooper can find A home and that I can get Dreamz. He would be an ideal horse to have as my companion.
With all this going on it makes me really depressed about Fenamore. I feel like I am losing him all over again. I know that sounds dumb, but I feel so empty right now. I just hope that things will get better really quickly.
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