Changes

Well A lot has happened at where I work. For instance the Assistant manager quit randomly. Now this may not seem like a big deal but it is! When my boss was not there, she was there. Basically her job was to assign the jobs to us Kennel staffers, And basically oversee everything. Plus she did all the closing shifts. With her gone we are down one person at night. And night is the craziest time. All the daycare dogs usually leave all the the same time....In the evening. So with all this, my boss asked me to work all night shifts for a while...Until things settle down and he figures out what to do. And of course I said yes. There is nothing I could really do about this He would have just put me on those shifts anyway. So this leaves me in a pickle about my dear Fen. Its not fair for me to see him just two days a week. I could sell him but THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN! And the other option is that I could move him to a ranch closer to me so I can see him at night. I just looked at my old facility in Granada hills. And It would be great to board there. They have a huge lit arena and they have lit bridle trails. So I could ride at night! And it is sooooo much closer than my current ranch. It only takes fifteen minutes (WITH TRAFFIC) vs a half an hour. And if there traffic it could take forty five minutes. And that's tough. The worse part is I do not drive. Robby usually drives me. Now I could take a bus but the bus would take three freaking hours! and in the dark none the less. But the dilemma is that I have friends at my current ranch. Especially one that uses my horse for lessons. And my horse is the only horse gentle enough to tolerate a beginners scary riding. Without my horse he will lose half his clients. I mean he doesn't give me any money for this. I let him do this from the goodness of my heart. But I am going to feel so horrible for this. But for once in my freaking life I have to do something for me you know? Its not fair for me to only see my horse twice a week. Id basically be paying to board my horse and have someone else use him. So I will be giving my thirty days notice soon. I hope the owner just lets me leave on the first.And as for my friend I really have no clue....I hope he doesn't hate me. I just hope he understands. Maybe he will move up there with me. I doubt that. I have to do whats right for Fen and I. I really love him so much.